bangs and breakthroughs

My head covering problems are over. Yesterday I had bangs cut on my long blond wig and now it's perfect. My second piece of good news...as of today I'm half way through my chemo!!!!!!!! Not that that makes it any easier but the light at the end of the tunnel is looking a little brighter. I really feel like last week was a bit of a breakthrough for me, I hit a low and I know what I need to do to turn it around. More than that, I feel like I can. I have all the tools I need; nutrition, exercise, meditation, writing, reading, self-acceptance, living each day and not planning out the rest of my life. Now, for me, I need to plan each day in advance. Decide when I'm going to fit each of those things in, not just wake up hoping that the inspiration will come. I know I can keep the good thing going.